7th Semester is ending

Question: Will I deserve a better result than before, when I put in more efforts?

Answer: NO!

Normally, I do things at the eleventh hour. On the contrary, this time I had started to prepare much more earlier coz wish to obtain a better result. Was preparing while I was showering, eating, driving, and etc. As a result of that, it seems to be worse than the previous. Thought after putting lots of efforts, I could have do much better. Unfortunately for her, it seems like there's not only no improvement, but also degrading.

Question: Will I achieve an expected result when I possess the confident?

Answer: NO!

Receive much supports and encouragement from my friends. Seriously after I have done, am really satisfy with my performance. Felt it's worth after all spending so much time on rehearsing and practicing. That increases my confident toward the grade I'm gonna receive. But when I saw the grade given by her with both my naked eyes, it breaks my heart to confront the situation. I felt blue about it. As in, the greater the expectation, the deeper the disappointment.

Maybe she has her own reasons and perception to degrade which I don't really understand. Anyway, I'm still satisfy, as I feel that I have at least overcome some of my weaknesses and my yesterday's performance has at least improve.

I ought to say Thank Q to my friends who had supported, encouraged and helped me through my preparation.

Thank Q Soon Poh for giving me the topic before flying to Melbourne.

Although you merely said it randomly, but it was good =)

Thank Q Wei Wei for continuously guiding me when I'm lost =)

And be there to comfort me when I'm down ^^

Thank Q Joo Li (requested by her to enlarge font size, apart from my sincerity =X) for the willing to spend your Saturday midnight to give me lots of brilliant ideas =)

You gotta chill as well ya, Over is Over ^^

Thank Q Chee Hong for inspiring me.

Allowing me to confirm to choose this topic for my presentation =)

Thank Q Wee Han for correcting my grammar errors which is quite essential, as she's very concern bout that =)

Thank Q Ivan Ong for commenting my script.

Informing me whether which statement is supportive or which is unnecessary =)

Thank Q Pek Kuan for the efforts of helping me to find info for the title which I have decided not to use for my speech =)

Thank Q Isaac, Jacklyn, Chye Wei & Chun Fai for the concern =)

Jacklyn, I like the quote, "Don't hold grudges, try to share it with others" and I will ^^

Well, no matter I'm disappointed, sad, resent, down or whatsoever, it has already became the past.

Now, I gotta focus on My Final Examinations!

Gotta,

Smile for every reasons, that cheers Me up =)