2nd Time..!

THIS IS MY SECOND TIME ! ! ! Why ar?? Why ? haiz... The first time when I face this problem I feel very weird..
Usually when I am free... the first thing comes to my mind is online and chatting .. I did this yesterday... But before I online, I will first listen to my songs to make me relax.. haha...
The first time when my tears come while I was listening to my songs.. my brother saw, he was so surprised and tell my parents that I listen songs until I cry.. then my forth baby brother also very curious and run to me ask why I cry when I was listening to songs... I don't know how to answer him.. haha... Very blur .. It's a blur case... ?_? haiz..
Yesterday is my second time.. I slept at 10.30p.m. and woke up at 4.30a.m. to continue chatting until what time ar..? I think so around 4.00-4.30a.m.. hehe forgotten.. I don't know why yesterday after I signed out my msn, after a few minutes I feel so touched until my tears come out again while listening to the songs 手牵手，爸爸妈妈，依然是朋友，童话，梁山伯与茱丽叶。。and so on.. That was very weird coz I often listened to that few songs.. and everytime I listened, my tears didn't come out from my eyes.. This makes me thought that I was dreaming.. I not only slapped myself, I pinched myself too.. but I felt pain... haha..
NOW, I found that everytime I listen to my songs with interruption..
If I am not mistaken the reasons I feel touched is only when I listen to songs in a peaceful surrounding.. Maybe.. haha...=)